Addicted to Rubbish ?

I am addicted to junk food.                


You know, chips , chip & chips. Twisties, pringles, chacos, chipster. But my mum prefers to call it "rubbish". So basically I love eating rubbish.  My mum is not really against the fact that I love those stuff ..because at least Im eating something . I always had trouble eating, from a very young age. I'll only eat if there's something I like on the table. If there's nothing I like, then I simply just not eat. I rather starve. So that was the fussy Eleena back then. Too fussy that came to one point in my life, my mum almost gave up in forcing me to eat. Whenever we'd go out for lunch or dinner and i wouldnt order anything.. She'll say "she'll just eat the air. " Funneyh eh ?  Well back then not funny lah.      

Then I discovered junk food! I started eating it so often that it actually replaced my meals. When I wake up in the morning, I'll go straight to the kitchen and grab a packet of chips. Cause in my house, we are always stocked up with snacks . Then my day just goes on like that up until dinner.

 Does my mother cook? Yes she does. Everyday except the weekends. Sometimes I feel bad for her knowing that I dont eat her delicious cooking.  Anyways, Slowly I got better. When I was 13, I explored few other flavours and unique cuisines of Malaysia.  Eceh like promoting my county, Cuti-cuti Malaysiaaaaa~  Alright enough.

  Long story short, now I am 17. I still dislike many things.  Especially white rice. No no no. Up until now, The side dishes are my main course. Not rice. And junk food? Dah lama I didnt eat it. Since I started working in KidZania . I practically forgot and lost the urge to search for it. Last time I could
go crazy if there wasnt chips at home, stress macam kalah judi.


My advice here is, eat healthily. Avoid junk food. If you don't like it, good youre in the right path cause there is nothing good about junk food. I am your best example of the most unhealthy person with a practice of a complete opposite diet. Please don't follow my food steps although, alhamdullilah I am not obese. This is not the correct way to eat. I am not proud in fact I am worried about my future. My health. I don't want to be addicted anymore.